I gave up and its nice not to care. Anger , expectations and what people thought, I threw them all overboard. The moments, the people and the words that I miss the most now must have been the best things of my life. I wish I had the chance to do it again. Just one more time. Wish I could just stay quiet and listen to the concern behind their words when my family or friends lost their cool on me. Wish I hadn't expected people to not judge me. Wish I hadn't expected anyone to not talk behind my back. Wish I hadn't cared for anyone’s opinions. opinions are just words . They shouldn't matter because they don't define me. They only define the person who owns the opinions. What defines me is what I see when I look into my eyes, in front of a mirror. If I can fall in love with that image, I deserve another day, another chance. If I can fall in love with something each day, just a little bit, I am alive and I am thankful. If I can see a smile on a face and hope...
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#smilemore #Todayisfuture Little kids seem to be the only ones who enjoy their morning rides , to school. There are a couple of exceptions though . If a guy is smiling even in heavy traffic , it means a girl is sitting behind him, on his bike. If a girl is smiling, it means, her bestie is sitting behind her. Except for these few lucky souls, I hardly find any happy faces on my morning drive to college. Life keeps throwing one tantrum after another, anyway. But is it necessary that we surrender with fear!! Makes me wonder, why doesn't a few years of experience with life, give the strength and confidence that you can handle anything that life throws at you now. What a waste is it to spend a decade of precious, beautiful life worrying about what might go wrong tomorrow, instead of enjoying and cherishing whats going right today. Whats even worse is, instead of regretting the wasted time and breaking the cycle of agony and fear, people start taking comfort in dismay ....